I'm at the end of my rope. I can't keep doing these 10 and 12 hour days and working over the weekend.
I'm in a startup, literally doing the jobs of two people. The situation is a bit unique, but I'm basically both an AE and CSM, closing leads and implementing our solution over several weeks.
I've gained weight. My wife is upset with me. I haven't been able to read or meditate or do the things I like to do. And I'm genuinely considering taking some interviews for SDR roles just so I can breathe again.
When I asked our COO when leadership plans on hiring someone to help me with the workload, she said I should be able to handle both jobs and reminded me they're paying me well for it.
The money is good but not great for the amount I'm working. The main thing keeping me here is I hold a significant number of shares in the company. I own nearly 4% of the company. So if this is successful, I could make hundreds of thousands in a few years.
What do you all think? Did I get myself into a quasi-founder role and just can't handle the wearing multiple hats thing? or am I being fucked?
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