I've built my life around sales-money, but I don't want to put in sales-effort anymore. I'm so sick of the grind. I love it and don't know how long I'd last outside of a closing role, but gah-dayum I'm tired. I lost a huge deal this week and it was ONLY due to the customers internal team's failure to deliver, but we were in a sort of POC period so they could back out and they did. Anyway, I spent so much time on trying to save it (at leaderships direction) that now my pipeline is empty and I'm staring down no bonus for the year. I make a barely-ok salary, and we don't have regular commissions just one giant bonus payout annually. I was set to hit it until last week. Now I'm pissed, I'm poor, and I'm feeling like I've lost my fire.
Idk how to combat burnout- but I feel it on all sides: Work, Parenting, Marriage- even my parents life happenings are stressing me out.
If I'm just lazy, I can deal with that- but I don't feel lazy. I feel like I put my heart and soul out for others constantly with little to no reward.
Thanks for the space to vent- if anyone has tips on what the fuck this is that I'm going through and how to get out the other side, HMU!
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