Busted my balls and killed it in Q2. Never posted here so no one knows my comeback story, but after getting axed at H1 Business Review 2022 I gave it my all since Fall at a new company and am overachieving so far. Big commish coming in and I should feel great, but honestly im kinda lonely.
I live in a Uni town in Germany with 100k population and there isn't anyone who really understands what I do. Ain't no one my age slangin SaaS, much less understand the concept of Commission-based remuneration. People ask stupid shit like "at least you get overtime right?" Nah bro I get paid on my success, apparently a foreign concept no one seems to understand here. Most people could give a shit if they do their job well or not, zero ambition. No one understands why I've been so stressed out, or why I am manic all of a sudden.
Friends I grew up with are absolute tossers institutionalized in some form be it wage slavery, academia, or locked up. I'm wary of bragging about my success to friends and family, because all of a sudden everyone needs a fucking favor.
Any advice on community building or should I just go on a bender until it's time to grind again?
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