Seeking some candid opinions and advice.
Wrapped up my 3rd quarter, 2nd being fully ramped as a BDR in my current role. it has been a grind to say the least and every month is a struggle to hit my number. This is the second month in a row I've fallen short and fear I might be pipped next month. I try to do all the right things - most dials, team player, enablement, build AE relationships etc., but doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere.
Here's how my experience at this company has been -
- Switched managers 3 weeks in because "headcount" even though the hiring manager is a large reason I took the job. New manager says "I know I didn't hire you but we will get through this together"
- No AE's for first two weeks live with a number, because they haven't started yet. Once they started they weren't ramping until next quarter, so there was not a ton of urgency or help with their accounts because they weren't even sure if they'd keep them. I had 2 AEs still trying to find the bathroom while everyone had 5-6 tenured reps.
- finished ramp quarter very averagely, but did enough to not totally panic
- Started first full number quarter with the same number of AE's as everyone and decent territory. Then for the next 2 months accounts and AE's were juggled around, so it became extremely difficult to build any kind of momentum or pipeline.
- Once the dust has settled with all the territory changes my manage decides to build a "coaching plan", and it was pretty much a pre-pip to help build consistency. In the middle of this he then takes paternity leave. See ya in 12 weeks.
- I end up hitting my number and then for the next 12 weeks my team had no manager, and running it self with adhoc support from the Director
- Manager comes back from paternity leave and I guess since our team hit our numbers while he was gone, he was put on a pip and decided to quit the same week.
- So now no manager for the last month and once a again wrapping up a very average quarter.
I'm burnt out and frustrated. Feel like I'm doing everything I can but still struggling to perform. I was a top performer at my previous role so it's been taking a tole on me mentally.
Am I making excuses? what should I do?
I like my company, we've got a lot of clout and exciting trajectory. I don't want to make another lateral move - this is my 3rd BDR gig due to layoffs.
any feedback good or bad would be appreciated
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